08.01.02

I am counting the minutes until the end of this day because my boss is still on vacation & I am almost getting tired of fucking off at work... I am running out of things to look at on the internet... HELP!!! Any non-porn (i'm at work) suggestions in my GUESTBOOK would be greatly appreciated.

And if you are as bored as me, take a minute to answer some QUESTIONS... it'll make my pathetic little day.

I showed Boyfriend the apartment yesterday. He was all like "it sucks" & "My records are all gonna melt in here, cause there is no air-conditioning!" And that is when i told him WHERE he could put his fucking records.

I don't want all his production equipment there- for a coupla reasons, & you can probably guess them...

So it doesn't have AC. So-fucking-what??? I grew up in an old house that didn't have AC... or cable... or a dishwasher...or a computer... or a CD player... I survived. Hard to believe, huh?

We'll see.

And I reallyreallyreally want to be doing this for myself.

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I talked to Bo last night. He is at rehab- (which, by the way, is one of those rehabs that cost an arm & a leg and are filled with little rich kid junkies). It's the same place that he was at last year, so I guess it's all familiar & comfy for him... Did that sound bitter? Yeah, probably. It's hard to stay clean, believe me, I know. But if you get a REWARD every time that you fuck up, then what's the motivation? I wish that I could take a VACATION like that, where I just sat around all day and talked about "my feelings"...

In reality i know that it's not really that easy.

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