09.24.02 is this thing on? My plants are dying. There are too many dirty dishes in the sink to think about. & My house smells like socks. I wish that a storm would come and blow this house down. Blow this town away. Thank you Jim. & Boss is out of town [out of state] until Wednesday afternoon. So of course, I have been slacking... Playing around with photoshop & reading books on Amazon. Such a nerd. I am so excited that I am finally getting my cable hooked up today. It's been a couple of years since I "had t.v."... We watched Lost Highway for the first time last night. I didn't get it. ******** I still haven't visited Bo in jail. I just try not to think about it. He doen't have my new address... (or I don't think he does.) So the letters won't come like they did last time. ******** Ex-boyfriend called in the middle of the movie last night. He sounds good. Like he is soooo good & happy. Fuck him. He always tells me that he loves me. I broke up with him. I left him for the man sitting next to me. The love of my life. But that was 4 years ago. It's awkward when he calls because Boyfriend is always sitting right there... mumbling "loveyoutoo"... try to get off the phone first. I think that he just calls me to let me know that he is happy & that I didn't hurt him as bad as I know I did. |
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