09.04.02 Ahhh... Boyfriend hooked it up last night- it turns out that the old fucker he works with gets all kinds of "medications" that he is willing to come off with in exchange for a ride home... I just love having a huge bottle of relief... I had stated in a previous entry that I will be clean two years in December. I don't put anything up my nose anymore... am I cured??? I still drink, I still pop those pills. In a word or two... I am still an addict. For some people its foodorsexorpornor biting their fucking fingernails. Maybe you smokeorshoporwashyourfuckinghands100timesaday. We are all fucking addicts. |
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